FireWater

Chapter 1

It is 2023 and in this day in age people do not believe in magic anymore. Well I am here to prove to you magic is real. I am alive despite suicidal thought and an addiction. The next entries I will be writing out the story as it comes, about experiencing life fighting an addiction. It is a slow ending battle, and I have reached the final tournament but I can’t finish the opposing team alone. It is good now that we in fact established that we live in a world full of magic. Magic is within us such as hope, genuinely, support and love. The world is full of glorious wonders that lay deep below what meets the eye. Despite mistakes and struggles, I am human enough to realize that in my boat, not many have made it as far as I have. This is because in a world of magic , there always seems to exist those who desire the insidious opposite reality.

We would live forever immortal if it were not the opposite elements of what support immortal life. Earth is a crazy place I tell you, one where there are glorious mountains, rivers, sandy hills or snowy plans, as well as demons, monsters and snakes.

Because of low self esteem, shame, ego, toxicity… I was seduced by a demon and his name is FireWater.

I am sure you have seen him, he has been around. He is at every bar and sometimes restaurants. He occasionally gets invited into strangers homes and start random parties. He brings on sexual desire and inhibition. Maybe if he is really devious, he will stir up a fight or end someone’s life. He is sophisticated, classy, expensive and sometimes cheap, easy going, disgusting or delicious.

He will temp you and temp you to have a taste of his comforting…

Well, you think in a dissociative state that it is maybe perhaps an embrace, an arousal, a climatic rush, euphoria, but it is an illusion. This is the dark side of miracles which comes with being human on earth.

Our brains are only human, not godly, so it’s easy to be deceived by those with mind alternating powers.

Such as FireWater.